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A Major Breakthrough!
As many of you have experienced eating is sometimes not about hunger. It's about need, filling a void or swallowing a bandaid for some hurt or stressor. With me eating is all about stress. When my husband had a stroke I gained 30 pounds in a month. I fed my face for comfort and to relieve the fear that he may actually die.
I always envied those people who lost weight during times of trouble because they couldn't eat a thing. I wanted to be one of those people.
I believe I've made a major breakthrough. I've had a very stressful and emotional few days and I haven't gone to the fridge for solace. In the past whenever things got tough food was my harbor in a storm, my hideout, my friend, my bandaid. It always helped me through. It was my get even (that's not logical but it was)!
I didn't do that this time. There was a death in the family, a major argument with my mother that caused problems with my husband and ended giving me major chest pains, I lived with my Nitro pills for several hours. But I didn't feed my face. I stayed on program!
I feel success on this front. The problems are not over but I won't feed my stress.
NS gave me the tools and you're support gave me the encouragement to stay on track. Thank you with all my heart.
Published Tuesday, July 14, 2009 09:36 AM by sammeraal
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