WARNING: This is a poor me post.  I don’t do these very often, so please indulge me.  I am 3 pounds away from hitting the 20 pound loss mark and NS has been great.  I feel good and really proud of the weight I’ve lost, but these three pounds just aren’t coming off and I’m feeling a bit discouraged about it.  I got so frustrated with the scale that I buckled and had a few (3) glasses of wine yesterday.  Of course this made me feel worse, because now all I can think about is maybe if I didn’t have the wine today would have been the day that I would have been able to brake this plateau.  What’s done it done, and I am back on the program 100%, but still feeling a bit pissy over it all.

I did eat my dinner today at lunch, and am planning on going on a second walk after dinner tonight as penance for my sin.  Thanks all for allowing me to use you as a confessional.  I keep reminding myself that this is a journey and sometimes one has to walk uphill.  I know I’ve done well on the program, but I REALLY want to hit the 20lbs mark.  (I wonder if I can dehydrate myself enough to loss 3 pounds?)  [Teasing]