I have been out of the NS scene for what seems like forever now. Part because I thought I could handle this on my own and part because of life.

I no longer order the food because of financial reasons. I have done well, I haven't gained ANY weight back but also have not lost any significant amount either. I still can not afford NS any longer but have decided I need to enlist the help of those online. I thought I could go this alone and have figured out that I really enjoyed the daily blogs. I almost need them.

Sure I have cheated without the NS foods, but that is my fault. Sure I have not been working out but once again my fault. I am not going to sit here and promise that I will work out and eat right from now on. What I will promise is to give myself a second chance and give it the same commitment that I did when I started. I have approximately, depending on the time of day LOL, 20 lbs to lose to reach my goal.

I wish everyone a happy Thursday.

Motto to self: Keep on keeping on!