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Lets try this again, NEED A BUDDY??
So after much success with Nutrisystem (20 pounds) I fell off the horse and refused to get back on. After a while I swore that one more bite of Nutrisystem food would make me vomit all day. Haa well eating pizza or spaghetti every single day didnt help much either. So here I am again, feeling slightly like a failure again and determined to not give up. I always feel like I try to lose weight to impress every single other person other then myself. Especially men. Like whenever I hit a bump in my relationships I blame it on how I look. Like if I was this skinny maybe my boyfriend would pay more attention to me. I'm thinking I need a buddy to help me keep on top of this. I want this, it just always seems so far out of my reach. So if you need a buddy let me know! I know I do.
Published Thursday, November 05, 2009 06:28 PM by blondegurlybritt
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