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Bummed
Well at the end of my fourth week and the weight loss was a big fat zero and I am depressed. Don't get me wrong I anticipated that at some point I would plateau but not after 4 weeks when I have another 113 pounds to lose. I just hope this doesn't set me up for failure because I really want to get the rest off but if it happens too many times in my journey I wonder if I can afford to continue.
I am spending money on this diet that I don't really have but I am hoping to get rid of meds to justify paying for this. I am struggling to buy enough food to go with this and it hurts (my budget). I knew it was expensive but I figured I wouldn't eat out anymore and that would pay for the cost.
Well I am going to get off the money kick. I am also struggling with exercising. I am so big and have knee and back problems that I haven't exercised which is probably why I hit the plateau. I wish I had a buddy close by that I could experience this journey with but I don't so I am on my own. I really need some motivation.
Sorry to bumm anyone else out. I just was hoping to lose at least a pound. I would have been happy with that. ARGHHHHHHHH
Published Saturday, July 18, 2009 09:58 AM by SherylSue
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