so " what does it mean to lose faith" is it just a state of mind when u feel worned out and say that is it, im done, or is it when u have witnessed so much negativity in ur life and u say to urself, "whats the use of seeking harmony when there is so much madness in this world"
Im pretty sure, by now, most of u know what im about, so talkin about losin faith, is not really my style, but it just occured to me, ( what if i dont make it) what if , once i reach my goal, nothin changes, what if losin weight wasnt all i needed, if my appearance had nothin to do with my lack of confidence, and the people who allways had something bad to say about me, still have more methods to make u feel like c r a p, i mean i try my best to stay positive but like any other person, there are days like today when it gets to u, i mean sure i hear compliments from coworkers and friends lately, but im still being ridiculed by the same people that have put me down so much in the past, i try to ignore, but the old me is still inside me and their words still hit me hard, i dont want to go back to my old habits, i refuse to, what im askin is, should i seperate myself from those who hurt me, ( even though some are family) or should i just man up and listen to their insults head on and keep on movin forward
sorry about bringin negativity in my blogs but ive just had a bad day,
it might be that im just exausted and its just a little bump along the road
well no worries, there is allways tommorow
my mind is still concentrated at the goal and even though my morale was hit hard today, my morale will just get up again and comeback with more power
hope u guys had a good weekend and as allways thank u for reading and good luck on reachin ur goals
Jose Cruz AKA RORO