For some reason I missed my husband a lot this weekend. I have found mysef wearing the dog tags he left behind for me to remember him while he's gone. I don't know why the sudden thought of him so much this weekend. He's doing alright. He's in Thailand working and he gets the chance to have some fun. Six more months to go until he's back home. I was saying this to myself in the past and it didn't seem as long, but today it looks like a really long time. *sigh*

My best friend had her baby today. I can't wait to see her in December when I get the chance to go back home. She asked me how it felt to be an "aunt" but I don't know right now until I see the baby. I think it's going to be then that I will want to spoil her to death and hold her for all of the time that I am there. lol. When my bestie called me from the hospital, she sounded exhausted. Oh, how I miss her. She has me thinking about kids right now. But I know this is not the time for me and the hubby. It would be a challenge trying to conceive with my medical history. I think I would want things in the world and with the economy to get a little better too before I brought a child into this world. I would want him or her to have the best life possible like my parents did for me.

I know right now this entry isn't talking about the program, but I thought that there would be some people out there who might read this and think that I am also a real person with a real life setting real health goals for myself. I have my first weigh-in on Friday. I am hoping that I at least lose two pounds for the week. Even one for right now would be nice. I am trying to be realistic. And that's the best I can hope for considering I have been sick and haven't been feeling up to excercising. The one day I did though, I found myself coughing and having a crazy runny nose the next day. Doesn't help that Cali is finally starting to get a little cold and it can't figure out where it wants to stay.

Good night all. And I hope you set your clocks back an hour. Ciao!