You know that when u are big, it takes at least 25 pounds off before anybody notices. Well, not only are they noticing but they are commenting how great I'm looking. WOW, this is way too much fun! lol. My grannie panties are falling off now! I have to say, this is the worst time for me. Once I start seeing a big difference, I start eating again. Just when I turn the corner, I go back to old habits. So, I am trying not to get too happy! I have to see the goal in front of me for the next year...that 21 hour flight next summer. I just has to keep putting one foot in front of the other and doing what I'm doing and its all good. I would be loosing even more weight if I followed nutrisystem on the weekends..which I don;t. Its my 80/20 rule. What I have been doing, I thank my God that its working.

Another adventure!  Yippppiiiieeee...sighhhh.   Its okay tho, I have learned that not all change is bad.  The worst change I can see coming is turning 50 in less than a week.  That is stunningly ridiculas and seemingly impossible to boot.  It is what it is....and I just have to accept it.

So, NutriSystem.  It worked for me before, it will work me again.  That is the good news.  I know it works.  Its already working.  The challenge is first, paying for it.  I am not sure I will be able to do it for much longer and its only been 2 months.  Secondly, once I fall off the cake top, I am off for years!  I mean, years.   Its like once I fall off, I stay off.'

 My own little 80/20 plan has worked for me and that is another way of helping me psychologically.  Two days a week I eat what I want...most of the times on the weekend.  If I happen to go off during the week, then I use that as one of my days.  I seem to do really well with this plan.  Last time I looked totally different after loosing 70 pounds.   I would like to loose around 125 plds.

One of my biggest fears is that hanging skin...EEEEWWWWWEEEE.  I have such a phobia about that. I haven't given birth so hopefully my stomach extra skin won't be hanging down between my legs.  OMG, that really freaks me out.  I would rather be fat!  Seriously.  I have to do it if I want to go on that flight and be a human being by the time we land.  Twenty one hours is one hell of a long flight.

Thats all she wrote!