Another adventure!  Yippppiiiieeee...sighhhh.   Its okay tho, I have learned that not all change is bad.  The worst change I can see coming is turning 50 in less than a week.  That is stunningly ridiculas and seemingly impossible to boot.  It is what it is....and I just have to accept it.

So, NutriSystem.  It worked for me before, it will work me again.  That is the good news.  I know it works.  Its already working.  The challenge is first, paying for it.  I am not sure I will be able to do it for much longer and its only been 2 months.  Secondly, once I fall off the cake top, I am off for years!  I mean, years.   Its like once I fall off, I stay off.'

 My own little 80/20 plan has worked for me and that is another way of helping me psychologically.  Two days a week I eat what I want...most of the times on the weekend.  If I happen to go off during the week, then I use that as one of my days.  I seem to do really well with this plan.  Last time I looked totally different after loosing 70 pounds.   I would like to loose around 125 plds.

One of my biggest fears is that hanging skin...EEEEWWWWWEEEE.  I have such a phobia about that. I haven't given birth so hopefully my stomach extra skin won't be hanging down between my legs.  OMG, that really freaks me out.  I would rather be fat!  Seriously.  I have to do it if I want to go on that flight and be a human being by the time we land.  Twenty one hours is one hell of a long flight.

Thats all she wrote!